Saturday, August 15, 2009

Day 13

Tuesdays run was tough, but not so much because of the running. This week was a bad week emotionally, and Tuesday was the lowest point (or highest point depending on which way you look at the grid). I was already feeling completely defeated by life. You know, the whole jobless - can't even get an interview- mess. Tears trickled down my face for most of the run. Every upsetting thought punched me in the stomach as Evan ran one step ahead of me. I couldn't catch up. Couldn't keep up. And, that was just another blow to my already weak body. I made it though. Evan slowed down and kept me going. I won't lie and say I feel great because I finished the first training day of Phase 2. I'm still bothered that Evan's pace is always going to be quicker than mine. So, we can never truly be our best together. But, for now (for this race anyway), we'll be sticking together.

As for the job thing. "Everything happens for a reason" is getting old. 

Day 13 (46 min.)
walk 5 min.
jog 3 min. walk 1 min. x 9
walk 5 min.

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